Friday, June 17, 2011


i feel stupid. i feel weird. i feel as if there's no reason to live anymore. 
i feel depressed. i feel lost. i feel as if no one wants me anymore.
i feel alone. i feel sad. i feel as if nobody appreciates me anymore.
i feel like shit. i feel tired. i feel as if no one cares about me anymore.
i feel unwanted. i feel sick. i feel as if i don't have a meaning anymore.

but then again, there's still a spark screaming to be let out and shone.

it feels happy. it feels hope. it feels as if the world wants it to be there.
it feels joyous. it feels bright. it feels as if it has a place for me somewhere.
it feels elated. it feels blessed. it feels as if it has let go of all the pain.
it feels contented. it feels riant. it feels as if all it needs is for me to smile again.

{this started out as being a normal updating post but with a little inspiration and a thesaurus, i guess i did a little poetry}


  1. it feels feels feels as if you have told the whole situation in those lines...amazing stuff as well as your pics..:)...

  2. haha :} thank yoouu !

  3. I know exactly how you feel. I care about you. I need you. I want you around. You have meaning; you made a difference in my life today without even realizing it. Keep leaving comments for people like me who really need the encouragement... you never know, you could save a life. Keep using your emotions like this to create things. I admire you so much.
    You are a beautiful person.
    Thank you so much.

  4. reading that comment made me smilee. like ear to ear kind of smile. it's nice knowing that people care... it's just.. wow. i didn't think you'd comment on my blog, i honestly didn't. but now that you have. i guess i have another reason why i should keep going and keep surviving.
    i love you erin.

    thank you.