Somewhere.

i feel stupid. i feel weird. i feel as if there's no reason to live anymore. 

i feel depressed. i feel lost. i feel as if no one wants me anymore.

i feel alone. i feel sad. i feel as if nobody appreciates me anymore.

i feel like shit. i feel tired. i feel as if no one cares about me anymore.

i feel unwanted. i feel sick. i feel as if i don't have a meaning anymore.

but then again, there's still a spark screaming to be let out and shone.

it feels happy. it feels hope. it feels as if the world wants it to be there.

it feels joyous. it feels bright. it feels as if it has a place for me somewhere.

it feels elated. it feels blessed. it feels as if it has let go of all the pain.

it feels contented. it feels riant. it feels as if all it needs is for me to smile again.

{this started out as being a normal updating post but with a little inspiration and a thesaurus, i guess i did a little poetry}