the pit of love.

i find love to be the only way out of reality. i guess that's why people say it's "falling" in love. because you fall. you fall in so deep into this big pit which overwhelms you with happiness, care, lust and affection. you fall in so deep that you never want to get out. you fall in so, so deep that you start losing touch with the real world and all you feel is the numbness of being loved.

people tell you to come back to earth, they say that nothing lasts forever, that one day you're gonna wake up and realize you're wasting time in that pit, that the pit doesn't even exist.

then you notice the person who's with you in that pit. you see that the person you're with is the one you want to spend the rest of your life with, the person you want to have a "forever" with. you realize that he's "the one" for you.

this is the feeling people talk about in novels and movies.

this is the feeling everybody wants to feel but people rarely do.

this is the feeling of utter madness, blindness and fuzziness.

this is the feeling you never want to let go of.

and i'm not gonna lie, i think i've already fallen.